9:41:00 AM 
anyway! mr ang is coming back TONIGHT!!!! =DDDD finally after 3 long weeks!! he asked me why did i blog so little about him. HAHAHAHAH.
i will survive the 4 hr piano class later and rush down to marina sq from potong pasir in 45min time. argh.damn rush. but i wanna save on the cab fare. DAMN BROKE seriously. like dont know what.
7:29:00 AM
BYE.
10:34:00 AM
and before going to the airport on the 30th night to welcome him back, im going for the nussu bash!!!! HAHAHA! not that i like to go for bash, but this time round it's a BLACKLIGHT party!!!! OMG HOW COOOL RIGHT! still thinking if i should wear white and shine or just the HH dress i intended to. totally looking forward to this bash. and also to support valene! she's like so damn pretty! =D
cant wait for facial later toooooo! and get some bubble tea from DRINKTEA! then it will be tuition and back home for tutorials. HAIZ. monday is so near once again.
9:55:00 AM
i've come to realize that im not being myself when hanging out with certain groups of people. i dont know why, but i become so talkative when im with my uni clique. then i get extremely tired after that. mentally tired, to the extend i dont wish to talk at all the next day. i once heard from someone that if an introvert tries to socialize, he/she will feel the fatigue very easily because he/she is not supposed to be so active in socializing.
i dont know why i talk so much, probably it was because they talk alot too and i dont want to miss out in any of their conversations, so i talk as well. but im really tired. which also makes me wonder what made me go for all the pool, bowling and supper sessions with them? i dont exactly enjoy those activities with them. i have never liked bowling or pool. i go just because i dont want to miss out anything and dont know what they are talking about the next day. this is bad right?
why must i do things that i dont like at all? why am i so afraid of being "outcasted"? im such a lousy person.
now, i miss kimmy xinny and linny. and the whole of 小熊请客. =(((( i really wanna meet up with 小熊请客 but whenever i wanna plan something, i have tuitions and all. HAIZ. and i cant afford not to go for these tuitions cause i need the money.
anyway ive decided to take grade 6 theory, then go for CT ABRSM in 2011 after my SEP. i really hope i can get this done...but first...can someone sponsor me the $5240 course fee? i estimate that i will need $10,000 at least for my HK SEP...which i will try to save as much as i can (prob $6000) and the rest, i will take a loan cause i dont want money to be a burden to me. must always have some money in the bank account to be safe! hahaha...so where am i going to get the $5240? HAIZ. money matters is irritating.
i realized i have not blogged about my vietnam trip at all. OMG. must get it done!
and im not some 老人 or something, but i really love this song...for both its lyrics and tune...
如果讓我遇見你
而你正當年輕
用最真的心換你最深的情
如果讓你遇見我
而我依然年輕
也相信永恆是不變的曾經
如果讓我離開你
而你已能平靜
只願你放心 也不要你擔心
如果讓你離開我
假裝我也平靜
就算是傷心也當作是無心
時空阻隔 豈止長路迢迢
情絲纏繞豈是長髮飄飄
那紅塵俗世的人 為什麼
總是多情惹煩惱
本是雲該化作雨 投入海的胸襟
卻含著淚水 任孤獨的飄零
本是屬於我的你 同把人生看盡
卻無緣再聚 怨蒼天變了心
無緣再聚 怨蒼天變了心
awwwww....
lastly, HAPPY 21ST MELODY!
9:34:00 AM
first day of sch was alright, but i had the most torturous SIX hours break ever. we concluded that we would rather have 3 back to back lectures than a super long break, not knowing where to go and what to do. HAH.
12:28:00 PM
this innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry.
everyone is blogging/has blogged about their new year resolutions! HAHAHAHAHA. i shall do one up too!
last year's;
1. study hard for good results. no more heck care and slacker attitude towards studies and during exams. HAHAHA. was still very slack and gt my punishment last sem. WTH.
2. work hard for more MONEY. gonna start saving up for rainy days and nt spend so much on food and leisure. =) gonna save up for a possible trip with the clique! trip with the clique postponed! gonna save money for hongkong SEP! but im not gg to work that hard cause i cudnt cope.
3. be NEAT. pack all my lecture notes properly and keep my study table clean and condusive for studying. HAHAHAHA. nv once studied in my room.
4. eat less, lose 2kgs. nt as if i will die eating lesser. =) i think i gained the weight. but im not so obsessed abt weight anymore.
5. keep in contact with all my lovely friends and put in MUCH MORE effort to meet up with all of them. i did for some, but at the same time i disappoint a few too. =( should really slap myself man.
6. not to flare up so easily. learn nt to let my emotions control me. HAHAHAH my temper gt worse.
7. be more INDEPENDENT. shall not be so emotionally dependent on anyone. and i really mean anyone. erm sort of? HAHAHA.
8. get back to learning taekwondo. =) must not throw awy the uniform!!! no time leh.
9. learn dancing! YEAP I DID!!! =DD
10. be optimistic ALWAYS. no matter what happens. the thing with me is that i always think negatively and i am super SUPERSTITIOUS. tat makes things worse cause i will start to 胡思乱想. shitty things kept happening to me so it was really hard to stay optimistic. HAHA.
so here's this year's!
1. get over the below mediocre results last sem and look forward. getting an honours means the world to me. i will fight for it, even if it means having to pay $300 for not going to hongkong SEP just to pull my cap up.
2. more responsible towards my tutees. no more changing of tuition time from next week onwards, cause this is when the tuitions will all start.
3. impossible for me to not flare up. HAHAHAHA. so probably scold less when people step on my toes(literally too)? =)
4. compare less. this comparing thing is making me depressed and lost all the confidence.
5. put in extra effort to meet up with friends.
dont think i will have the time to learn new stuffs this year! but if time permits, then
6. GET BACK TO TAEKWANDO!
7. learn dancing!
2009 wasnt good imo, not sure how 2010 will turn out to be but whatever. i still have to go thru it.
1:33:00 PM
and i was so DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF ytd cause someone said i was rude, when my intention wasnt bad to start with. FUCK*847205686757424426893267 times. it's just a gift worth nt more than 5 bucks and i even feel paiseh i had to give such cheapo stuffs. you were there lying like a sick kitten and knowing your super good temper, who would dare to go disturb you? u might just bite my ears off. so why am i so pissed off right? CAUSE SHE WAS RUDE TO ME TOO. didnt she just give the pouch away to her mum on the spot? WHO THE HELL WILL TELL THE GIVER THAT THE PRESENT HAS OF NO USE TO HER? JUST KEEP IT AND SECRETLY GIVE IT AWAY LA. i feel very bad at that pt too alright. but why is it that i nv tell mr ang at that pt of time? CAUSE 做人心胸要宽容一点. maybe she was jus getting back at me. i dont know and i cant be bothered already.
im so sorry mr ang that u are getting all the shits. that's because you have a difficult sister and a 小心眼 gf. =)
but whatever it is, dont expect me to go over your house so often already. if possible i will avoid going man. seriously. else someone will tell you how rude i am again. LALALA.
I HATE IT THE MOST WHEN PEOPLE SAY I AM RUDE.
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